shuen's diary

finally cleaned my room after so long. my dad brought home a shelf for me to put my boxes of art stuff and now my room is so much more spacious and neater. i just got home from a movie with towming. i think ive gained back 2kg. grrr. 1 and 3/4 days left to fast.

too hungry.

ytd i watched my bf eat steak, prawns, spaghetti, wanton soup and duck rice. i could only feel happy for him. that he gets to eat. of course i wish i were the one gobbling down the foods but i had to stick to my water fasting plan. day 2 let's go.

im sitting below my block to read the ebook that the reverend has sent me. i hope God makes him my mentor. i really really want to learn from him. pls answer my prayers God. there has been nothing but blessings everytime i enter Zion. love that church. 

ive lost 6kg since i started jogging and eating vegan which was at the start of the year. im attempting a water fast for the next 9 days and see how much weight i'll lose. i'm thinking of doing 9 then eat very little during CNY and continue my fast afrer that till the month ends. lets see how it goes. the last time i had a meal was at 3pm today. havent eaten in 12 hours i'm having difficulty sleeping. not sleeping not tired not hungry. which is a good sign. but i think i'll be hungry before the day ends tomorrow. i hope not. my legs are tired because i walked the whole day today. i bought a dress. a red dress from f21. my bf said sth today that motivated me even more to get that dream body. he said that if ur body looks good youll look good in anything. im a poor student. so i need to have a good looking body so i can just invest in cheap clothes.

vegan all day but i had mcdonalds pancakes.